Worst Day

yesterday was really a terrible day for me. I wondered why & what was de reason till it went terribly wrong. my emotion was like a roller-coaster ride & everythg just didnt turn out well.

started de day with an argument with LH. no thanks 2 myself, who just again, failed 2 control my anger. I vented my anger out to him, who was totally innoncence. OMG, I'm totally menyesal. all dis while, he has been de most patient 1, dealing with my stubborness & unpredictable behaviours day after day. he was 1 dissapointed man that morning but he didnt take long to say sorry where sincerely I feel that he doesnt need to do so.
dear, ketulusan hati u is too pure till at certain point, I feel that I didnt deserve it. but still, u persuade me that it will be fine. guide me along de way, dear, if I ever go off de track. u mean a lot to me.

later on dat day, went to meet bro.smiley after school. only 2 find out dat he forgot to bring what he supposed to pass me. imagine that? I was fasting and I was truly disjointed after school but still, I feel I cudnt bear to vent my anger at him. he has been de most wonderful bro to me all dis while so I accepted his excuse.
bro, I was truly touched with ur effort to get for me dat thing till at de very last mins. and I realised, how much I'd troubled u. sorry for that.

I have no mood to update bout de match between Albirex & HomeU. but they drew 1-1.
I'm sorry to whoever it may concern of I did behave 'strangely' & cudnt control my emotion. esp to Mama, I'm so sorry. I just realised how much I hurt her yesterday.

I'm so sensitive dis past few days, help me.
I'll be back soon.

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"It is human nature to want to go back and fix or change things that we regret"