Dad

how have u been, dad? I miss u. esp in de mth of Ramadhan, I wish I could break fast together with u along with lil prof. I'm craving for an iftar session with u. can u remember when was de last time we had our meal together? at times, my heart shattered. u promised us that u wont neglect us but, what is happening now is far frm ideal.

I just cudnt deny de fact that u r my dad, my blood. I cudnt deny too that I'm angry, dissapointed & frustrated with u but a thing 4 sure, it didnt last forever. I cant hate u coz Mama always remind me it is very wrongful deed. I still have some respect 4 u though my broken heart is yet to be mend even after 6-yrs.

dad, pls realise, pls open ur heart & eyes ... we r urs. who should we turn to if our own blood turned us away?

my emotion is in need of 'renovation'.

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"I cannot think of any need in childhood as strong as the need for a father’s protection"