Easily Frustrated

OMG, what is happening to me seh. I'm feeling back OK now, back to my normal self but I dont knw why I'm easily frustrated. by? LH, de man in my life, my companion. he didnt do anythg wrong but I'm bein so sensitive recently.

just hours ago, I saw him with a married female colleague. he told me days ago he has a program to attend dis evening along with that colleague. and I knw I sound foolish to be jelaous of that lady. she is blissfully married. but I found it hard to cope upon seein him walking with another lady. but LH is not a flirt nor a playboy. and he is nt a man who like to take advantage of de opposite sex. I'm aware of that and my besties told me that I should consider myself lucky and there is nthg 2 worry about. but easier said, I'm a paranoid :)
I admit I'm nt an ideal GF.
oh God, please help me. guide me to a positibe way.

he has been 1 patient man all dis while till NOW, his tolerance impressed me de most. he gave in to me on so many times & it is hard 2 see him angry. even he is 1 strict teacher, he is a different person when he is with me. I treasure every bits & pieces.
there is no exact word to describe him but he is 1 GOOD man. de word GOOD that I used here consists thousands of definitions.
there were few times Double-H had arguments with him, criticisng him, bla bla bla, but he remained silent. that is just truly him, he taught me that arguin with a fool (or like fool) proves there are 2.

he went thru lots of obstacles to be with me, and we faced so many rough patches to be at where we r now but his perseverance proved to be de most important 'ingredient'.
I'm a happier lady now, and I hope more happiness will come.
and as what he claimed, he is 1 happy & better man after knowin me, I'm glad 2 hear that.
I promise I'll change. and he always guide me along de way.
he never see my imperfection but he always look to de perfect side of me.
he never complain bout what I'm lackin but he is thankful of what I am now.
he is proud of me and of course, I'm super proud of him.

I pray for my happiness with him. I pray that he'll be de 1 for me. I pray that if he is de 1, I want God to open my heart for him.
Mama's blessings are important. and she'd given that 2 us. doa' seorang ibu adalah yg terbaik and that is what all children need most.

I'll end here as de time 2 break fast is approaching, I'll be back soon.

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