Wednesday, October 29, 2008

A Year After

27th Nov was a public holiday for de Deepavali celebration. so here is my belated wish to my Indian/Hindu friends & neighbours.

accompanied LH to 2 houses of his Indian colleagues who was organising open-house and since Raya is still on, we went to a couple of his Malay colleagues' houses. all visits were de short but sweet ones and we took only about 4-hrs to visit all de 6 houses. he drove his newly-born Hyundai Tucson, like finally man, he changed to that car which is my fav! haha, LH & Double-H are driving de same car though with diff colours :)

and on dis 27th too, we exchanged our first HI. dat was last year at de school where he is teaching and where lil prof is gettin his education. I still remember how blur I was since I seldom enter that school even Mama is already de school volunteer back thn. then he greeted me and he ushered me to de school hall where Mama & lil prof was waiting. padahal, Mama dah kenal dia dulu ;) oh ya, I went to de school at that time for Pri.1 orientation day.
after de briefing & expalanations by de school's principal, vice-principal & HOD-s, we were brought to de kids' respective class where de kids were already in there (gettin to know their new school process) and were introduced to class/form-teacher. OMG, I got another shock as LH is de teacher who is in charge of my bro's class. gempak kejap. and he was already giving me a kind of cheeky stare with that broad smile flashed on his face.
and from there everythg started to blossom though at 1 time, I chose another man instead of him coz I thought de former was a better partner thn him but I made a wrong choice and left broken-hearted. but who picked me up? this man, this teacher whom I rejected once who gave me all sorts of motivations & inspirations that i really needed in order to move on. till now, never once he hurt me and betray my trust.

so after de deepa-raya visitings I stated above, we went for a date, an unplanned 1 coz at 1st I supposed to attend another event but Mama bein an understanding mum as always, excuse me from that event. thanks Mama, gue sayang banget sama kamu ;)
we watched a movie, High School Musical 3, which made me feel really young. watch dis movie, it is really great & worth ur money. me & LH love HSM a lot (nt forgettin lil prof & mama too) and we really enjoyed de movie.
then we had our dinner at suntec where he passed me a card with a teddy I almost dropped my tears when I read de card upon readin the poems he wrote. and there was a moment when our conversations went like this :

*him* I never thought we gonna be dis close
*me* same la, tak sangka seh esp when 1st time I saw u, u were using lip gloss
*him* and dat happened to be de last time
*me* its ok, I adore metro-sexual guy
*him* u adore i kan, straight 2 de point jela (smiled cheekily)
*me* oh really? confident banget kamu
*him* tanpa keyakinan mimpi tak akan bermakna
*me* good phrase
*him* I'm happy with u la even we havent attach yet
*me* me too, I feel at ease with u (smiled shy-ly)
*him* I think we need 2 discuss bout upgrading our hubungan to de nx level
*me* well, we shall try. u truly love me & can accept me for who I am?
*him* of course sayang. all dis while, u knw real well that I never look at ur kekurangan but I look for what u have in urself. u r almost perfect in my life
*me* (tahan malu & sebak) thanks Man, we'll see where our boat gonna sail after dis. I'm hopin for de best.
*him* yeah insyaAllah, me too. we need each other.
and it went on with many more serious parts which I'm so lazy to note down.
then we spent some gd moments at Pasir Ris, admiring de nature while enjoyin each other companion. I feel safe to be in his arms.

to u LH, 1-yr had passed during our early stage of frenship and many great moments has been shared during dis period. I'm hoping for more to come and please know this, despite having many male friends around me, u r special. u stood out from de others coz u'd won my heart. I'd experienced many bad patches and lots of heart-breaks, hope u wont be de same like those before u coz I beleve in u & like always, I have been sayin dis for so many times that u r special in ur own way that makes u totally different from de others.
U may not be de 1st to conquer my heart but may u be de last 1 to be there.
Ya Allah, jika benar dirinya untukku, dekatkan hati kami namun jika dia bukan untukku, aku redha dgn ketentuanmu. Ameen.

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" A dream is a wish your heart makes "

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