Most-Welcomed

yeah, like finally, they had arrived.
they are my paternal cousins along with their parents & that 'MAT MESIA' (u guys who know me well will know who I'm referring to, he is Malaysian ;p)
my cousins : a girl who are at de same age as me & his 2-elder bros (25 & 28) who are Msian footballers ;) hint : carilah sape yg footballers adik-beradik with de age I stated above ;)
MAT MESIA looked damn damn damn good with de much neater hair-cut, with de classic 'jambul armani', fullamakk!!!

they will be here for few days, they are not sure yet how long they will be here but I guess not really much probs if they are to stay longer coz my ge-gerl cuzie is having her semester-break, bo-boy cuzins are 'off-season', light training has started but they already asked to be excused while my aunt&uncle run their own bussiness. de MAT MESIA, well, what do u guys think? he is in 'free mode now'. lol ;)
they arrived in de afternoon and they will be stayin at my place ;) wah wah, meriah gitu kan for dis few days.

I went to JBS in de evenin but Mama & prof didnt tag along. ade tamu kan so I went on with my plan. my cousins too didnt go coz they were still tired after de journey so I called bestie Luthfie and he agreed to follow me and only after that, de MAT MESIA told me he wanted to follow.
so de 3 of us went to JBS & while on de way there, Mickey called to join us. so we reached JBS a lil late, game had already started then
my dolphins lost 0-2 to de rams, what a sad result but seriously de dolphins were not at their best and their no.15 is a pain in de neck, takleh angkat seh!!
we went for supper after de match & mr.dolphin followed us. haha ;) Luth, kau jgn macam2 eh. de guys were enjoyin themselves ya and at times I felt like my existence didnt matter to them, haha but nvm la, tak kecik hati pon kengkawanku ..

LH knows I went out with MAT MESIA though with de presence of my besties. I need to agree with Mama that orang yang intellect tak senang marah, just like LH. hati dia luhur and he doesnt know to be a hypocrite. if he said he is fine, thats mean he is fine, REALLY.
Luth, Mickey & Mr.Dolphins got off be4 us coz we were goin to different directions.
we had a big prob getting de cab till finally we decided to take bus. but better due to de longer time taken ;) OMG, I think I'm not wrong to say that I'm not ready to commit coz when I was with him tadi, I felt like I stil have special feelings towards him and my heart is not for LH fully just yet.
thats why I'm usin de status of single but taken rather than attached or in a relationship.
I'm bein sincere here, I'm not trying to hurt anyone where I'm fully aware that LH is aware too with what is happening and what is playin in my mind even before LH get closer to me like now so I'm sure there'll be no misunderstandings and insya Allah, with Allah's guidance, I'll be able to pick up de right choice along de right path, ameen.
I just wonder why de confession from de MAT MESIA only happened now and not months ago where I'm sure things would be easier. that precious confession I have been waitin for 4-yrs but was told not at de very right time. I appreciate it still. I'm not counting anyone out nor goin to pick my choice, its not goin to be so soon. lots need to be taken into consideration.
I adore both (just like how I adore Hady & Taufik), lol, merepek ;) I'm hopin 4 de best.

dats all 4 now, wait for my next post, soon!
I'm looking forward to de good times ahead with my family/relatives & of course de day I gonna see both Abg Hadyyy & Abg Apitttt ;)
weeeeeeeeeeeeee..!!!

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