Suddenly

nowadays, i realised that life is so fragile. u can be a very healthy man 1 day but in de next day, u r already strucked by illness and lie flat on hospital bed. so peeps, appreciate ur loved ones while they are still around coz u'l never know when they gonna leave u.

i got a shocking news on wed (15th) evening that 1 of my relative which is my mum's uncle, is critically ill and now at de ICU of TTSH. he didnt suffer from any chronic illness except for light diabetes which is well-controlled. i'm pretty close to him as he used to fetch me back from sch and sent me to tuition with his taxi, along with his daughter, only child! me and her daughter were school and tuition mates, she is a year older than me.
so next day, i went to de hpital with mama to visit him. we were shocked again! he was on life machine and there were too many wires surrounded him. OMG! my heart shattered, esp upon sighting his exhauted-looking wife and his sombre daughter.
after some brief explanation from both of them, i got to know what lead him to dis situation. it started just with fever and he suddenly fell into comma. when brought to de hpital, doc found out that his blood was already infected by virus. efforts to jab him with antibiotics also turned out fruitless.
he never regained consciousness and 6 days later; which is yesterday, he succumbed to his illness and passed away peacefully at de hospital bed, in de afternoon.
Innalillah .....

now as i'm typing dis entry, i'm flashing back de moments i saw when i visited arwah and his family.
i was in deep tears as i can imagine how it gonna be if i'm in his daughter's shoes. i feel for her, peeps. mama was in tears as well.
my warmest and heartiest condolence to arwah's wife and daughter. semoga tabah menghadapi ujian, ade rahmat di sebalik nye.

will be back soon, take care peeps!