Stags-Swans

i was at de tampines stadium just now, like finally, i sat at de stags' fans area but de 1 next to de VIP stand. since mid-season last yr, i have been sitting at de away fans' area as to avoid a group of stags' fans who are basically idiotic! speak following their butt rhythm rather than their mind. so in order to avoid unnecessary arguments, mum suggested that we sit somewhere futher away.
HE gave me de tixs, thanks for that though i felt a lil awkward as he used to give de VIP invitation cards but now, de cards are meant for someone else. redha jela, yg penting dia masih appreciate my presence!

most parts of de match were considered dull affairs. boring! Alam lone strike very early in de game give de stags all de 3-points, and that is enough to make me happy.
de stags were nt at their best, some loose marking, lost possessions, etc. and de swans' over-excited youngsters didnt help de matter to be better. their fouls left unnoticed or in my view, referee tutup sebelah mata la! de swans played very roughly and some of their fouls were too dangerous and they could be given a yellow. but like i stated earlier, ref let them go CHEAPLY. de LADY LINESMAN was a plain BULL SHIT! if u cant handle a professional match like dis, please go back to ur classroom and attend another course. seriously, many mistakes were commited by her and I'M FULLY ALERT THAT DE 'SWEET' EVER 4TH OFFICIAL MR.TAQI ALJAAFARI realised de former's mistakes. de latter cudnt sit still but to my DISSAPOINTMENT, he is so BEYGOK! did nothing but just keep sit n stood up, oh pls, ur butt didnt catch my interest la.
but like what i always said, we cant do anythg. it is so sad too see a very low standard of officiating. standard of Singapore football is asked to improve but de referee standard, is still de same 'old days' stories.

after de match i tried to leave a.s.a.p. but failed to as many familiar figures stopped me for a quick chat or bertanya khabar, and yeah, HE appeared out of nowhere and greeted mama. well, mama and HIM still maintain a gd relationship, actually with me too la but i just wanna avoid him as much as possible.
in order to show my professionalism, i put a wide smile on my face and exchanged words with him. i cudnt see de sight of HIS MRS, haha, HIS MRS is easy to spot (if u know who i'm talking about) :p

now i'm on my bed, typing dis entry while my mind is still dwelling bout HIM. i have been trying hard to control my emotions and i promise myself not to loose it again, alhamdulillah, i managed to control while infront of him. it has been nearly 2-yrs since we took our own ways but it is not enough in within dis period i can forget al de memoirs we shared for almost 4-yrs. he was de man i dated for de longest period and he was de man who taught me what is real love but too bad, he was also de 1 who broke my heart into millions of pieces. he is de 1 who made me SERIK to date anymore sportsmen or to be precise; footballers. let him be de 3rd and de last!
he has his partner now while me, also have my ever lovely boyfie but please people out there who never understand, give me de chance to keep all de memoirs alive, coz memories live forever and i'm not de type who forgive and forget :) lucky2 me that boyfie, Mama and bestie have been de supportive figures.

i shall end here before i start to merepek more!
wait for my next post ya :)