Over-Spent

i cant sleep. my eyes are stil widely-opened :) i'm so bored, my mind is so tired, but i just cant have sufficient rest. haha, no worries, i'm nt having any probs actually, just that my mind is lingering bout this n that. and for once, i'd over-spent, i realised it and i'm glad.
i'm not a credit-card type of person. i prefer to spend with cash as much as possible rather than swiping that credit card which can 'haunt' u once u misused it, it is scary! but at times, i still used de card esp when buying designer products. but i have my own-made limit of using de card monthly where I must not spend more than $500. but for dis month of April, just in it 5th day, i'd spent for nearly 1k using tha card. gosh! and mama is nt pleased with it. mama is an anti-credit! i still remember she bought gucci watch for few hundreds dollars in cash, she is a rich woman hah! haha, ok, i'm not promoting her and pls, dont rob her, lol :p
i need to curb my lust on bags! after buying that designer bag (which is more like a travel bag, ok, i'm famous of bringing big bag coz i have many things to stuff in!), padahal boyfie just bought me a bag from de same brand last month, and ni i bought a liverpool sling bag from Adidas. haha, yeah, i couldnt go out from de Adidas store w/o buying anythg. Adidas and me are inseparable.
and my wardrobe, specially made to place my bags, is getting 'crowded'. and mama has been saying "bag kau dah berlambak la kak, nanti aku punggah je mana yg aku da tak nampak kau pakai " repeatedly. haha, yeah she is right, i have a habit of not 'letting my bags go' even i'm no longer feel to use it i need to do a major overhaul on my wardrobe; both bags and clothes, and i need to let go all those unwanted ones. dah sesak sgt, kadang2 i'm frustrated with my own-self when i could nt find my stuffs in there :) and mama would smile teasingly at me. padan la muka aku!

well, i promise myself to control my spendig habit. and start to save money for future. not that i dont have any savings, i dare to say my savings in bank is in healthy level but still, i need to start thinking of life more seriously. if i gonna get married, de cost will not be lil so better save up now and when de time comes (not that soon, peeps. paling cepat pon in 3-yrs time), i'll get to taste my dream wedding! :)

i'll end here, wait for my next post!
enjoy reading, take care!