y must they hate u, bro?

confused. depressed. angry.

I was thinking of Bro.Smiley's fate be4 went to sleep. I just couldnt close my eyes. nvr once I thought he'll face all this cruelty. seeing him in this situation really painful, I felt de pinch in my heart. even Mama felt de pain too, she always stood up for him. though he is nt my real bro, i treat him like my own while Mama treat him like her own son. I know he is not perfect nor de most skillful, but people, he is not as bad as what all of u think. is there REALLY a need to shoot him with all de booings & bad words? how u expect him to perform when all of u; his team very own supporters, were booin him like mad monkeys? where could he get some sense of assurance when de own fans boo-ed him?

tears nearly roll down my cheeks upon hearing all that, it was not de 1st time, I've been hearing it 4 so many times. but, adding to de pain in my heart was, HIM;HIMSELF, xpressed it out to me. upon reading the msg, my heart shattered. a msg frm a guy, who is turning 28 later this yr, which sounded really down. gone all de confidence, what left is only morale which is shattering into pieces. seriously, I was down too.

I sense something is not right here, and he couldnt go on like that. I dont want him to get worsen. I'm learning sports' psycho, so I know & understand (even not as much as de 1 who is facing) how de feeling is. if he keep dwelling, it'll harm him more. he'll not get better & that is my worst fear. I msg him, giving him some encouragements, n that is what he really needs at this moment, 2 make him keep going. at least, he felt lil better after expressing out.

for de meantime, I'll pray 4 de best for him but prepared for de worst as well. I'll always b there whnver possible & for me 2 stop supporting him, NEVER !!

*Bro, remember this, when there is no others on ur side, u always have this sister of urs*