at last

yes! it is like a surprise, I woke up at 8.30 this morning. haha, it is sthg really rare in my life WHEN I'm not having class or teaching. Mama was like, surprised too seeing me freshly awake when she returned frm market.
I doesnt have any class to attend dis week but do have few teachings to be done.

well, I managed to pull myself away from my laptop a lil early last night. I used to stick infront of it till 3-4am but last nyte, I got myself off at 12.30am. I'm proud of myself. at least I made some effort to lessen my time I spent infront of it.
Mama has been nagging on me not having enough sleep which lead me 2 slack around 4 de whole day (though I'm nt a lazy bum, it did happened several times before). look at my eyes, and it'll show u that I'm lacking of sleep. :-)

great question I received from my high-school teacher:
"are you doing sthg u really want to or u r bein forced to do so?"
she was referring to my studies.
my reply was:
yeah of course I'm doin sthg that I want & love to do, no 1 forced me to take up this specialisation. my parents never once they forced me to take up this or that, they always said:
"take up sthg that u really have interest in & that will give u a secured future. we'll always support u".
that is what I've been hearin since I got my O-lvl result, in 2003. they are very supportive. they never set any target for me & never make any decison for my future. they let me 2 control it fully bcoz they know that their only daughter knows what is best for her. :-)

teaching has been my interest long time ago. and that is de reason y I chose teaching as a career. people need to know a teacher does not only teach, but also inspire. teaching is not only about explaining, marking, setting exam papers, etc. u need to have lots of patience & passion. no patience, there is no way u going to b able 2 handle all those students wisely. no passion, u'll not have any determination 2 c ur students succeed. if u become a teacher but w/o these 2 qualities, it is de same like a malay proverb "melepaskan batuk di tangga".

another factor why I'm trying 2 have enough rest & sleep is, due to my resposibility I'm holding when taking up Sports Science (psychology, physiotheraphy & wellness). it demand my fullest attention & require me to work overtime in order for me to complete my assingments & researches.
so Mama believes that with sufficient rest, I'll b able 2 produce better works which lead me 2 get a better grade. I need to agree w her on this bcoz I fall sick easily when I dont have enough rest/sleep & it is so hard 2 recover. just recently, I took about 2-weeks to recover from flu as during that perios, I didnt have any proper rest except for 2-or-3 days.
so when I'm already sick, I couldnt give my fullest attention & get distracted easily. at de end, I put aside my works.

I shall end here, n I hope my mission will succeed. :-)

*bro.smiley, take gd care of urself in Male, remember what I told u ya*