down memory lane

I went back to Bedok South, an estate where I used to live, grew up & had many great moments with my once complete family.

went there with Mama & Lil Prof. actualy to visit old neighbour who just gave birth to a baby boy. de new mum is my childhood playmate. haha, I still remember how nerd we were. SELEKEH!
well, she is still living there (since 1986), from a newborn to a kid-teens-adult, get married & has a baby. wow! we are close since our mums are good frens (along with bestie Luth & Wak Achan mums too).
she get married 2-yrs ago with a guy who is living in 'our area' too, we used to call him abang as he is few yrs older thn us, but that is what we called jodoh. tak ke mana la kan .. so now they are de proud parents of a healthy baby boy who weighed 3.76KG when he was born. they named him HARRAZIL FARHAN. nice name with good meaning.

HARRAZ = protector/protection
FARHAN = happiness
may with de presence of this cute lil boy will bring more happiness to his young parents & may this lil boy will be de protector of de happiness from bein robbed off.



we talked a lot as I'd not seen here for few mths since her late pregnancy stage where she was very weak and was warded to de hospital for few times. we were still gila-gila like before, and had gr8 time at her parents' place.


and bumped into few old frens too. haha! they changed a lot seh! best la .. I miss my childhood days. then I walked around de BLK-46 area, all de way till de market and at de end took cab at de opposite of bedok stdm.

at that time, suddenly I remembered dad bcoz he always used to bring me there & bought for me de tasty-yummylicious otak-otak. I miss him but he seldom bother bout me & or call me up asking bout my well-beings. I wish he is more concern of me. BUT HE IS NOT. WAKE-UP! dont hope too much or u'll end up dissapointed, I always remind myself.

*to de new proud parents; Fizah&Haikal, janganlah korang nak matchmake kan aku dgn Luth. haha! tak terbayang seh .. 16yrs of frenship is long enough for me 2 know him inside-out & that make my heart 'stiff' frm loving him. haha, dont get me wrong ya, he is not a bad lad but de most wonderful guy in my life (sekepala with me), but to 'put' him next to me as my life partner, OOOPS, ALAMAK! I dont think it is a gd idea. haha, well, not throwin him fully but for de nearest time, NO, A BIG NO .. LOL! tercekik aku bila dengar suggestion korang! and I told Luth bout dis, as usualy, dengan selambe nye Mamat ni replied "ok ape, nothing wrong. I think we need to give it a try since we keep having failed relationships" .. GILA! but apepon, I admit Luth has been de most patient guy in dealing with me & he is de 1 who know me almost 100%. and to those who know me well, they'll agree. ITS NOT EASY TO HANDLE ME!*