Saturday, May 3, 2008

daily life

well, my life has been like a roller-coaster ride just in de space of 2-days. I asked myself why must this happened to me? many people knocked some sense on me, reminding me that many people love me, care for me, wanna c me happy. BUT, de prob is, why cant double-H bring more happiness to me? why must he hurt me?
like I'd said sooo many times before, I'm nt demanding & I dont like 2 order people doing this & that. I want all de people around me to be their ownselves, I appreciate that a lots. there is no need to be a hypocrite, just b frank no matter u like it or not .. that'll b better right. just remember this 1 word :
SINCERITY.


where all ur promises had gone? honestly dear, I was really hurt by what u'd done. on forgiving, like always, I'll forgive but to forget, I wont. and pls know, it takes a long time to heal de wound bcoz this is not de 1st time u did it. not saying I'd enough of u but, I need to b alone.
and once again, when u'd done sthg wrong, dont put de blame on others & I really hate it when u blamed that teacher. he got nthg 2 do with u.
I'm nt trying 2 air our probs here, but de longer I keep it to myself, de more sufferings I need to bear.


to Mr.Teacher LH, thanks soo much 4 de gift. I'm so sorry for forgetting my promise 2 meet u on wednesday evening. I went to de football match. I was surprised when lil prof passed de gift to me. real real shocked! u made my day :-)

thanks for de concern.
friday evening (our least fav day), we went to dinner together along w lil prof after school. being w him even just for a short period really made me forget de crisis I'm goin thru.
this teacher never fail 2 make me smile with all his creativities, surprises & unique-ness. I just love 2 say this, he is DIFFERENT.


but a thing for sure, I NEVER CHEAT U, MY LOVER, since u know everythg I did & going to do. dont u think u r cruel to cheat on me Mr.Double-H ?


*I once thought whether I made a wrong decision? or I was too naive to differ? he might come earlier but that doesnt secure anythg*
*I'm depressed*
*Bestie Luthfie, thankkkk uuuuuu soooo much 4 bein by my side whnver I need u. thanks for de countless time u'd spent with me. thanks for lending me ur shoulder 2 cry on. I feel safe whnver I'm with u, bestie*

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