Dolphins are gettin better

I managed to spend some time to watch my lovely dolphins in action against de Yg.Lions, SAF & Balestier. I was impressed. they are getting better though their standing in de league doesnt show de true ability.

of all, my highest praise will go to Hafez Mawasi, de goalie. he'd shown many improvements since joining sengkang. during his stay at tampines he seldom get de chance to play so not much can be said but whnver he was called in action, he did his best despite lacking de height. well, he proved that u dont need 2 b tall 2 b a good goalie.
my heart break when I saw de state he was in after de match against SAF, he was down & dissapointed. he did all de crucial saves, 1 after another but 1 BAD DECISION BY DE 'KAYU REFEREE' was enough 2 hand a defeat to his side.
no thanks to u, MR. SHORTIE ABAS DAUD! and he had IDIOT-ICAL assistants too (just like him) with de xception of Taqi. sorry Taqi, I must say this as it is a fact that ur colleague failed to handle de match properly.

move on to de other players, Ratna is another player who impressed me lots. in both matches he made clearance on de goal line when Hafez was already out of position. no denial, Ratna has been a gr8 player all this while (frm Tg.Pagar to HomeU to Woodlands to Balestier & now, Sengkang), I still see de same old him like de 1 I saw 5-yrs ago. getting older very yr but he didnt show any sign of slowing down. at 29 dis yr, I dare 2 say he is still FIT & ENERGETIC. he maintain his fitness & wellness well. I know that, for sure. anyway, he studied Sports' Wellness during his Poly's days.
anyway, u look good with ur new haircut, Rat. I like! de old short haircut during ur NS days which I can see de curl, haha, those old times, sweet memories!

to de club captain Simic & my Mr.Hottie Asenjo, dont hold de ball too long ya. release it whnver u have de option. dont think too long or take too much time. overall, both of them performed well to. n good for de latter as de goals seem like keep coming this recently. may it keep flowing, ya?

to de other lovely dolphins (Firdaus, Mahmod, Hiro, etc), keep on performing well, guys. I'm sure gd result(s) will b on de way soon. I'm so happy to see de smile on the faces of all of u when notching de 1st victory against de Yg.Lions. de smile which had faded long time ago.

till here thn, will b back soon!

*winning isn't everything, but wanting to win is*

Art Festival

I went to de Boat Quay, or to be exact the S'pore river, for de launching of this yr Spore Art Festival. I'm not a person who is into art but I went to accompany Mr.Teacher-LH & futhermore de programme was interesting. so why not, right?

supposedly I had a 'movie-date' with my bestie Aida but cancelled it as both of us were stucked in de middle of 2 plans so to avoid any uneasy feelings, we re-scheduled de movie session to another day. ;)
I & LH went to the Fullerton hotel early in de evening, had a good, long & peaceful conversation at 'The Courtyard @Fullerton', while having evening tea & listening to de jazz music which was playing there. very nice pieces of musics. I was so hooked into it.
though I'd been to Fullerton for so many times, I never really dine it at 'The Courtyard'. I'd been to the 'Town Restaurant' & 'Post Bar' only.

thn we headed to the Spore River, and it was already crowded by de time we reached there. the opening celebration was held on the water. wow! somethg different. the performance is named 'Water Fools - Part of the water wonder series' which is brought to our country by a French Theatre company named IIotopie.
it was really fantastic & I felt really happy to be part of de celebrations. just imagine that u r reading de newspaper on de water or cycle on it as well? what about performing ballet on de water? and singing along the river while skating on de water surface?
real intersting, people. I was amazed. and the show was ended with a very spectacular display of fireworks. a very classy display. thumbs-up!
what a creative way to xpress the arts.

u can still catch the show untill sunday, it start at 8pm.
but if u still unable to catch it, head down to Bedok Reservoir Park (de 1 with the big kolam), next month for the closing ceremony. de show will be a different one as it'll be brought by a theatre company from The Netherlands.
so dont miss the chance ya ;)

Water Wonders - Enjoy the Arts, Enjoy the Water

fantastic thurs ..

thurs, 22/4

nthg much happened but I had a wonderful day. it was raining heavily when I was on my way to de Jurong West sports complex (home of de bulls). it was Mama 1st trip 2 de stadium. ahaks! I was pretty tired when we reached there as I went thru a very long MRT journey to boon lay, OMG! but its ok, I dun mind all that as long my presence & support are appreciated.

I'm NOT criticising HomeU here but what I'm trying to say is, they looked disjointed. while Gombak didnt fare any better thn them, I got to see both teams were giving de ball away cheaply, incomplete passes & lacking of sharpness in front of de goal. despite all that, Gombak took de lead somewhere after de half hour mark.
hmm .. a mistake frm goalie LL that lead to that goal. well, I will nt blame him, people make mistake. not that he is entitled to make any silly error(s) but in football, this kind of error did occured when we least xpected it. and that happened to be de only goal of de match so as usual, people pointed him as de reason for de HomeU defeat.
its ok guys, all of u tried ur best even Ludo did his best though he failed 2 convert the penalty. nt a bad outing too for all de subs (Poon, Naufal, Farhan).
but Farhan had too little time 2 shine & show what he can offer, he had less thn 10mins on de field. hmm, hope with de league cup is arnd de corner as the national team guys will be away on international duty as well, he'll step up & shine brightly. hope he'll make full use of de chance(s) he is going to have (I'm sure he'll be given de chance). same goes to all de other bench-warmers as well. this is de chance for all of u to show what u r capable of. all de best guys!
next game will be de league cup match against Gombak (AGAIN?), but de date is yet to be confirmed. it is between de 3rd-7th June.
on the other side, Afad (Fadhil Salim) did well! well done, dude.. my man-of-the-night. Afad was inconsistent before this so when I saw him displaying that kind of performance, I was soo happy. at least, he showed some improvement. keep it up, Afad!
Sev's performance was OK-OK la, nthg special/outstanding. just de normal Sev doing his bussiness.

and that friend of mine was shocked when I came down to his home ground. he said that I was so hard 2 please 2 come 2 watch his match but suddenly w/o any pleasing, I appeared. haha, as usual, I'm unpredictable. seriously, I didnt plan 2 watch this match but when I thought back that I have friends in both teams, I made my way there. so to u my friend, it showed that I never forget u. its only that ur home ground is too far to reach. haha! well, i know, EXCUSES.

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after de match, I & bestie Luthfie decided 2 take cab back home but Mama DIE-DIE didnt want to. she said take MRT better, well I knw u had ur reason but at de end, u were dissapointed, kan? so bestie stopped me frm arguing with Mama so we just followed her decision. we wanted to take cab bcoz we wanted her to reach home early & thn we could head to our lepak port to join our 3 other bestie plus that Mr.Teacher-LH .. hmmmm :-)
alighted at Tanah Merah as usual & de cab was just sooo easy to get, sent mama home (we walked her right till de doorstep) thn we left. de cabby was super duper nice & patient. GOOD!
arrived at out port at 11+, I planned to eat sthg but ended up eating nthg as my stomachache came out of sudden. duhhh! haha, but it is controllable. I drank teh tarik only. chatted with de peeps & de climax was, de announcement of Aida getting engaged to Mickey!!! YAY-ness!!
de 5 of us (me, Luthfie, Aida, Mickey, Wak Achan) has been DAMN CLOSE for many years, around 15 yrs & to see 2 of us fallin in love with each other is like, awww! Aida & Mickey has been deeply & passionately in love for nearly 3-yrs & they decided to get engaged but de date is yet to be confirmed but be4 de fasting month. congrats to both of u, my lovely peeps!
though they are still pretty young (Aida is 22, like me & Mickey is 26) but I believe that they are matured enough & are well-prepared to move on to de nxt chapter of their life.
and yeah, de remaining 3 of us plus that Mr.Teacher as de latest inclusion, de 4 of us are all not ready to commit just yet. hehe .. we are still young & we need to explore life to de fullest. ;)
come on people, we are truly young la, I & Luthfie are 22 (but we r forever 17, duhh!) while Achan is 24 & Mr.Teacher is 28 but he is forever 18. ape2 ajela all of us, de craziness in us!

had so much fun with them, well they never fail to brighten my days. de peeps I grew up with, shared almost all of my laughters & tears with. I swear that friends like them are hard to get & irreplacable esp my bestie Luthfie, haha dont be mad ya de others, he deserved de special mention frm me after all de things he had done & sacrificed for me.

reached home arnd 2am & Mama was still awake, OMG, yeah I forgot to bring my keys. so I knew I will 'get it from her'. haha, serve me right! I have dis bad habit of not bringing keys. Mama said "I'm not mad that u got home late but, please bring de keys nx time or I wont open de door 4 u". ok Mama, I'll try, but no promise ya! ;)

till here thn, will come up with my next post soon.

* To be happy, we must not be too concerned with others*

RIMAS!

u knw what is RIMAS? good if u do & if u dont, go and find out urself wats de meaning .. haha .. but that is de word best 2 describe de situation I'm in now.

well, to that person (i hope u knw who u r), please stop what u r doing. I'm nt jealous coz there is no need 4 me 2 feel so. I'm just being concern coz I dont want people to think wrongly of my own kind. I gave so many hints but, there u go again, u didnt get it & keep on perasan-ing. I'm sick hearing this & that. furthermore when I knw all the stuffs are nt true. dont u have any pride? I shouldnt trouble myself with all this nonsense but when u keep bothering me, showing off to me this & that (though u r only SS), I'm pissed off. I HATE IT.
once again, there is no need 2 show off with me coz I knw de truth, unlike u. people might be laughing & teasing, but it didnt mean they truly mean what they said, and it didnt really mean they like it. OMG. seeing u terhegeh-hegeh like that was like, duhhhh! u did it but i was de 1 who felt ashamed. real shame. u'll say I'm cruel with all those words of mine but, cant u sense it? I guess u r old enough 2 differ.

and when u asked me where I alighted at, it was at Tanah Merah. Y? I guess I'm free to alight anywhere I wish to. but its ok, I'm kind enough 2 xplain. I ALWAYS got off at Tanah Merah bcoz it was easy 2 get de Taxi there as there is a Taxi Stand there. and I always continue my journey with Taxi frm Tanah Merah to my house as de route taken is faster & de traffic is smoother. got it? u think what? I'm a stalker like u? sorry la, I have pride & I really looked serious with the way I behaved.

so please think bout it. FULL STOP.

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went to HomeU match on monday night, at de queenstown stdm. a stdm which hold many sweet memories. a stdm where 'OUR' (my prev relationshp) loves blossomed. haha. enough! I supposed to note down bout de game. haha :-)

Home won 6-0. wow! gr8 scoreline. Indra, Jiayi, Ludo, Hiek & Aril all got their names on de score sheet. de 1st goal came even be4 de time reached de 1st min. :-)
nthg much 2 say coz I didnt really put much attention 2 de game as I was having terrible stomachache which strucked me out of sudden. maybe I laughed too much :-) n futhermore I was real furious with that OLD MAN who told me to off de flash on my camera. hmmm? since when did I take pics when I didnt even bring de camera?? I was shocked, terribly. when he aproached me, I was stretching & lifting up my hand to look at my watch, so I was damn blur seh. that mad old man. got nthg better to do I guess. I confronted him after de match & told hm nt to just say whatever he wished to. I'm really unhappy when people accused me of doing sthg I didnt. thn he replied "oh sorry, I thought u were taking pics" .. kelakar ke ape pakcik? tak kelakar la .. I wanted 2 talk more but Mama stopped me. OMG, really, I was nt satisfied.

walked to de MRT station & kept on nagging, haha, Mama was furious at me, lol. sorry mama! I think u knw who I am kan. well, while waiting de train, I saw sthg that managed to cure my anger & I started to laugh like no other care. serious, I can b crazy at times, unpredictable.

and yeah, Lil Prof didnt follow us to de stdm as he was having slight fever so he rested at home but he kept calling me to ask whether his fav person get to play or not. lucky 4 him, his fav person didnt play.

till here thn, will b back soon!

*Arguing with a fool proves there are two*

my Seladang won ...

I went to JBS on wednesday so much early .. no thanks to HIM who kept texting me to come early. I was at Bugis with bestie Aida so after buying some foods, we rushed to JBS. reached there and it was still empty, i could stil count de people there w my fingers. haha! showed HIM around de JBS and he analysed every part of it thoroughly. it was quite funny la HIM. always looked serious but once his childish act popped-out, haha, ;p

I was so xcited 2 watch de match. come on, Perak is among my fav 3-teams (Tampines & Liverpool being another 2). I spotted many familiar faces in de team as I used to watch their matches frequent and I'm goin to watch them frequent AGAIN SOON. and I was touched when they recognised me as well. okie, its hard 2 xplain here how funny it was, but their characters are de reason why I'm more comfortable w them compared to de local players. know them and u'll agree w me.

de match started well, with Perak looking very comfortable playing on the artificial turf. I was surprised but I was pleased with de way they were playing. hmm, pre-match talk stated that SAF wont use much of their key players but let me see, 2-imports were there, key defender & chief striker were there as well and nt forgettin de 1st choice goalie. so half of them are de regulars. hmmm..? Perak was w/o their chief striker Khalid Jamlus as well & hardman Nanthakumar due to injury, but both were there to give the team their supports! so it was a fair battle in my view, and there was no such thing as SAF lost bcoz they used their 2nd choice players. stupid excuse!
de perak players gave their fullest commitments and they showed de determination that they want to qualify 4 de nx round & wont settle for a draw only. they wanted a revenge for their 1-6 defeat in Ipoh about 2-mths ago. they got it, a very sweet revenge indeed! 2-goals, each frm de captain Shahrul Azhar & Hardi Jaafar, were enough to give de Seladang a deserving victory. both strikes were long range strikes. beautiful! Shahril Jantan got no chance 2 land his hand on de ball 2 save.
Perak's GK had a gr8 night. Hamsani did well in between de sticks. thats de real him when he is on-fom.
what could I say bout de warriors? hmm, I'm nt really interested actually but let me state this,
Kenji Arai, u r a player and nt a linesman. so was there any need for u 2 help de linesman? it was a shame! desperate way to save ur team. I'd seen many times be4.
Daniel Bennet, u shouted at 1 of de Perak player 4 wasting time during throw-in, NOW, let me ask u, if ur team was de 1 which was leading that moment, n de match is about 2 end soon, wont ur mate do de same/? it happened, many times! now u feel how de others felt when ur team did this to theirs.
Alex Duric, whats wrong? where were all de golden touches? y keep blaming ur mates whnver u didnt get de ball? why blamed de opponents when u fell by urself? where was de professionalism? *sigh*
move on 2 de match officials,
OMG! I cudnt believe my eyes. de linesman was damn slow!!! in running & flagging. whats that? eh come on la, this is AFC CUP we r talking about, not an inter-school match. de referee was like, duhhh! I wondered how he passed his course? nvm la, most of de refs are NONSENSE so just need 2 bear it.

after de match ended, I chatted a while with HIM while Aida went to de toilet. we took a
pic after that (thanks to Aida & HIS friend who I didnt knw his name). outside de stdm we took pics again, dis time by our own! de pics r nt really suitable 2 b shown 2 all, haha! HE is a CONTROVERSIAL so I dont 1 2 worsen it, lol ;p

went home happily and Mama fully understood why! HE accepted Mama's lunch invitation. ;-) surprised! Mama seldom invite people & when she invite, de people were those special ones while HIM, on his side, seldom accept invitation but, hmmm :-) haha .. I have many reasons to smile. HE called me later that nyte, I was tired actually but didnt want 2 turn HIM down.
almost 5-yrs of knowing HIM, HE hasnt change much xcept of gettin older every yr, lol! still nice & sweet, it melt my heart seh.. haha! no la, ther is no way we'l b 2gether (I dun knw if it'l happen in future bt 4 dis moment, it is a BIG NO). we r nt that close but we keep in touch regularly though we r far apart. we seldom meet due 2 that but whnever I came down 2 HIS place, HE'l treat me like a VIP, and I treated HIM like 1 too whnver HE came here. and that xplained to all de people who asked me at de stadium why I walked arnd w HIM in de stdm. of course la I know HIM, if not I wont b crazy to walk here n there w HIM. :-)
HE made de headlines 4 all de wrong reasons many times, regarded as 1 of de bad boys. but I nvr looked down on HIM even after his latest controversy last yr (to those who knw will understand what I'm talking about). HE is a gd fren, y must I judge HIM? nobody is perfect. HE knw my bad-sides & I knw HIS. HE always said "dont choose ur frens by what they do". I agreed.

well, I shall end here .. too much talking on HIM already .. haha ...

*de goodbye kiss was always de best*

*I got it again just hours ago*

*it'll always lead to de next 1*

Stags were dragged till very end ...

I didnt plan to watch de Spore Cup match between Sengkang & Tampines. but after some thinking & de tixs that were given by Mr.Dolphin, I decided to go. and as usual, bestie followed me along with that Mr.Hottie. thanks for tagging along Mr.Hottie!

just a quick recap frm de match,
tampines took de lead at de 20+ mins by Sutee, a sweet taken goal. Hafez was left w/o any chance 2 save his 'area' frm bein invaded. scoring early didnt mean anythg as when it was about 2 reach de injury time of de 2nd half, Sengkang got de much awaited equaliser frm the captain, on de 88th min. wow! almost all fans & team officials jumped with joys. they deserved it. n they showed they can hold de stags up until de 120th min.
de stags should blame no 1 else except themselves for not coverting their chances into goals and my credits went to Hiroyuki Yamamoto for playing realy well. Hiro was like a real hero! he gave all out & tried all his best to stop de stags' attack.
120mins of action & score remained 1-all, so penalty shootout was needed 2 decide de winner. i really hate this situation as in my view, it'll be really a HEART-BREAK for de loosing team. well, thats football.
Sengkang was playin 'INandOUT' during the shootout as their players converted 1 but missed de next, it kept goin on till de 6th player. as for de stags, de 2 young players missed their penalties. what a shame! esp 4 that BIG NONSENSE NO.3 AGAIN! woiitt, what were u thinking? I cudnt believe my eyes seh but once again, he made me wanting to criticise him MORE AND MORE.
enough! lucky stags managed to go thru and which team is waiting in de line, yeah its HomeU; my 2nd fav team. haha! why must they meet in this very early stage? benci benci benci ,,,

we left de stadium as soon as de final whistle was blowed. and Mr.Dolphin was surprised too. well, that Mr.Hottie needed to go back to his 'lodgings' ASAP so we must send him back ASAP as well. haha! but we managed to have a quick-bite supper.


I had fun, my day was filled with happiness. gone all de troubles and I hope, de happiness will remain. de joys de people around me brought 2 my life r de best tonic to cure all de heartache.

*To live is like to love--all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it*

overly-concerned

hey people ..
this is SERIOUSLY SHORT POST by me ..
just lil info for every1 ..


people have been asking me why my blog site is so dull, boring, old-fashioned ..? well, to all those who asked,
this site is for me to note down whateva I want to, to xpress out wateva is hidden in my heart so for me, I DON'T NEED ANY FANCY LAYOUT/ELEMENTS to design my blog. a simple & basic one is enough for me. I rather spend my time posting entries thn customising the blog.

to those who asked me why a future teacher like me didnt use proper english in my blog,
well people, dont expect me to be sooo formal online. come on, this is not sch works, teaching stuffs, etc. it is just my PERSONAL site! in school or during teaching, I'll use proper english, no nonsense. dont worry, I scored gr8 marks for my English Language.


well, that explained! please, DONT ASK ME THESE 2 QUESTIONS ANYMORE IN FUTURE.

is love still in de air ...?

i'm sick, again. down with terrible flu & my body heat really make me uncomfortable. I need to rest more, and yeah, I promise people (to those who keep urging me to rest more), I'l lessen my outdoor activities. thanks for de concern ya all ..

de conflict between me & Double-H doesnt show any sign of improvement. he keeps on with his sarcasm & doesnt take serious on this matter. I dont knw what he is up to.
honestly, I do still have de loves towards him. its not easy to forget that someone special just like that. he is de man in my life, de man I love more thn my other boy friends. but, if we cant find any way out from this conflict, I'm not sure about the future of this relationship.
I miss him, a lot. I miss de moments we spent together. although I put up a happy front, deep inside my heart, no 1 knows. I make myself happy everyday in order not to dwell much on this matter but it doesnt make me forget completely.
I want 2 be happy, I'd enough of keep thinking bout other people but not myself.

a cousin of mine suggested me to end de relationship. no, she ddidnt mean any harm, but she dont want me to be depressed. when I refused, she asked me if I couldnt live w/o a man?
my reply was :
I can survive even w/o any man in my life. in my family, there is no man to guide me but I still stand strong. there is no leader to lead the family but, it doesnt stop me from being where I am at now. my life is surrounded by many strong women whom I admire real much.

I never give any hope bcoz I'm worried that I may dissapoint people, and I had stopped hoping too in order not to get dissapointed.

I'm happy with de people close to me; family & friends.

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."

protectors got de thrashing

this is a belated post on de match between Home Utd & Tampines Rovers, which was played on saturday night. I'm still very much in love w de Stags (Tampines) but didnt get de chance 2 watch their match as much as I want to due to some reasons (I stated it in my past post). this yr I went to de protectors (HomeU) match more frequent as Mama & Lil Prof are supporting them. well, I'm supporting bro.smiley as well, and few friends there.


I had teaching earlier that day so I met Mama, Lil Prof & Bestie Luthfie at junction8. by de time I reached there, I was like, damn tired & sleepy seh .. haha! we took cab frm Junction8 to de stdm. ya I know merepek ryte .. but seriously, I was real tired!
de 1st person I saw when getting off frm de cab was that 'OLD man', hehe, he is nt old as in age but dats de nick I gave him, lol .. he didnt play as he is still injured, hmm recover soon ya? we chatted a while but I felt really awkward. he is still nice as before but too bad, I couldnt have any control of him nwadays. I miss de old times seh .. getting hotter!
thn he asked me where is Double-H, and I was like, duhhh! I told him de latter is coming later. thn he was like ouh ok & he invited us 2 sit w him but I rejected before letting dat lil prof hear anythg. it would b a disaster if I didnt react fast.
I was surprised when he asked bout Double-H as they are like enemies u know, always avoiding each other. haha :-) both of them give me a headache, a terrible one.


de game started well with two S'pore International goalie guarding their own area; Hassan Sunny & Lionel Lewis. I was predicting that protectors would win de game based on de stags poor performance in de league. but when de stags took de 2-goals lead in a quick succession, I was like, excited! who doesnt ryte when ur fav team is taking the lead against a strong team like HomeU. both goals were frm Qiu Li; a former protector.
about 10-mins after that, Indra Sahdan scored a very nice taken goal after a mistake by Mr.Rambut Senget; Shahdan Sulaiman. Shahdan was like having a day-off that nyte. most of his touches went wrong & totally, that lad looked disjointed.

score remained 1-2 at half-time in favour of de stags.


2nd half started brightly with many attacks. stags' defence was forced to work overtime but that still, couldnt stop de protectors frm getting de equaliser early in de 2nd half thru Naruphol Ar-Romsawa; de lively player cum de drama king! de players were so happy & de fans too, were like over de moon. little they known that de equaliser would bring more harm to their team instead of joys.
I was really pissed off with HomeU another Thai player who just returned frm injury; Kornprom Jaroonpong, trying hard to be a primadonna & yeah, another drama king in de making. both de Thais I mentioned above were like, falling on de slightest challenge & pretended to be badly/seriously injured when falling down. OMG. lucky both of them were substituted by Naufal & Farhan respectively.


I was like pretty sad as stags' 2-goals lead was already cancelled out but around de 60th min, stags took de lead, AGAIN, thru de hat-trick hero, Qiu Li. his return to his former hunting ground was a fruitful one. :-) well done! Stags' 4th goal was frm Imran Sahib; another former protector. he just came in as a subs when he scored that goal, another well taken goal I shall say, frm a guy who seldom score.
I & bestie Luthfie were damn happy, sooo much happy while Mama & Lil Prof were a lil dissapointed w de results.
well, thats football, anythg can happen. u need luck to win, at times.


n yeah, I hate to see when de protectors became so desperate (Bro.Smiley is an xceptional) when they were trailing de stags. they were trying hard, really hard, to get de referee's attention. trying to appeal 4 penalty whnver possible n also, refused to put de ball out of play even when THEIR OWN TEAM-MATE was on de ground injured. thats not de way boys, grow up ya? ;p


protectors:

bro.smiley did pretty well, nt a bad performance, but I didnt see much of him. hehe, but a thing for sure, he was booked. ;p

Lionel had a day off as well, caught napping many times & its fair enough to say that he must shoulder de blame on de goals he conceeded, though not for all.


stags:

Ridhuan : I wanna c more frm him. what he is giving now is so little to think that he is a national player. even if he has de speed but who can bear with all de poor crosses frm him? after making any mistakes, he would blame his teammates. I saw that few times during this match.

Qiu Li : great performance frm him. I was delighted that de goals keep coming frm him. well, its nt easy 4 him, just like bro.smiley, who keep getting boo-ed by own fans, he is desperate to get more goals. keep it up!


so all de former protectors who are playing 4 de stags now; Aliff, Shariff, Imran, Qiu Li and Yusiskandar, they had a good outing that nyte though were put under pressure after de equaliser. :-)


to de protectors, I knw it was another blow although the league is far frm over. so bounce frm de defeat & produce gd results, once AGAIN.

my supports will always b with both teams.

till we meet again, at Queenstown Stdm ...

daily life

well, my life has been like a roller-coaster ride just in de space of 2-days. I asked myself why must this happened to me? many people knocked some sense on me, reminding me that many people love me, care for me, wanna c me happy. BUT, de prob is, why cant double-H bring more happiness to me? why must he hurt me?
like I'd said sooo many times before, I'm nt demanding & I dont like 2 order people doing this & that. I want all de people around me to be their ownselves, I appreciate that a lots. there is no need to be a hypocrite, just b frank no matter u like it or not .. that'll b better right. just remember this 1 word : SINCERITY.


where all ur promises had gone? honestly dear, I was really hurt by what u'd done. on forgiving, like always, I'll forgive but to forget, I wont. and pls know, it takes a long time to heal de wound bcoz this is not de 1st time u did it. not saying I'd enough of u but, I need to b alone.
and once again, when u'd done sthg wrong, dont put de blame on others & I really hate it when u blamed that teacher. he got nthg 2 do with u.
I'm nt trying 2 air our probs here, but de longer I keep it to myself, de more sufferings I need to bear.


to Mr.Teacher LH, thanks soo much 4 de gift. I'm so sorry for forgetting my promise 2 meet u on wednesday evening. I went to de football match. I was surprised when lil prof passed de gift to me. real real shocked! u made my day :-)

thanks for de concern.

friday evening (our least fav day), we went to dinner together along w lil prof after school. being w him even just for a short period really made me forget de crisis I'm goin thru.

this teacher never fail 2 make me smile with all his creativities, surprises & unique-ness. I just love 2 say this, he is DIFFERENT.

but a thing for sure, I NEVER CHEAT U, MY LOVER, since u know everythg I did & going to do. dont u think u r cruel to cheat on me Mr.Double-H ?

*I once thought whether I made a wrong decision? or I was too naive to differ? he might come earlier but that doesnt secure anythg*

*I'm depressed*

*Bestie Luthfie, thankkkk uuuuuu soooo much 4 bein by my side whnver I need u. thanks for de countless time u'd spent with me. thanks for lending me ur shoulder 2 cry on. I feel safe whnver I'm with u, bestie*

May-ian Babies

the month of May had arrived. once again, I have a number of wondeful people who is celebratin their birthday this month. well, this post is specialy for them; the May-ian babies.


2nd May : Sevki Shaa'ban (old neighbour/a bull)
happy 24th bday Sev .. I wish a gd season ahead w de team & may u succeed in ur career. I miss all the old days where we never failed to bump into each other at de 7-11, de 'challenges', in de bus 'wake-up session' .. well, memories live forever!
a friend like u is hard 2 get. though many people arnd me are saying bad things bout u, I dont care coz u r a gd fren who treat me well though we started as enemy :p

9th May : Shahdan Sulaiman (baby bro no.3/a stag)
happy bday baby bro no.3 .. this Mr.Rambut Senget as he is AFFECTIONATELY called by me .. u have a bright future ahead of u & I assume de next SEA-Games medal's hope is on ur shoulder along with de younger boys. give out de best u can, never afraid of anythg. what matter most in to believe in urself.

14th May : Alimin Mohd (my 'superstar'/a stag)
happy 24th bday fren! I know u r trying hard to break into de 1st-11 right, its ok, u'll get ur chance 1 day. coach knows de ability that u have. furthermore, u r de longest goalie serving de club (since ur early teen), haha, a loyal servant indeed! just keep on working hard & I'm sure de reward will come when de time is right enough. de leadership quality in u that make u special in my eyes!

15th May : Hot Chef Amri
happy bday mr.chef! may ur newly-opened restaurant will bring more success 2 u. u have de potential to b a top chef. i admire de skills u have. :-) and stay hot always, just like ur fresh-baked foods. ;p

17th May : Double-H (de weird man)
happy 28th bday dearie. I hope u like de gift which i knw u want it sooo much. and yeah, hope u enjoyed de celebrations as well. it was really fun & xciting. i guess de diff way we took really bring sthg good 2 our daily life. it worked better :-) well, i'm looking fwd 2 de June's trip 2 Msia. haha, make sure we must have de greatest & max amount of FUN! i hope ur bday will bring more success to ur career which is blossoming now. i'm happy 4 u.

17th May : de 'gorgeous' teacher, Mr.LH (my inspiration)
happy 18th bday.. oops its 28. haha .. well, hope u like de gift & celebrations ya. it was last mins plan by me & my besties (ur new frens). but it turned out well, kan? wishin u a gd year ahead. u r such a gd teacher who nt only teach but inspire as well. u r such a darling, LH. u r different frm de other guys I knw. n that make u special in my eyes (though we r only frens). all de best in ur career. I'll join u soon :-) n thanks for all de efforts u put in to make my bro a better student.

28th May : Mrs. Thiery Henry
happy 'sweet 17th bday, sis' .. muda kan? hehe! may everythg go on well 4 u, kak. may u have a gd year ahead. and thanks for all de encouragement u gave & also, de joys & laughters u brought to my life. I'm so glad to know u.

AFC Cup

Home Utd players warming up
Home Utd reserves
de Hong Kong team -1
de Hong Kong team -2

wednesday night I went to watch HomeU in action .. missed their 2 prev games so time 2 watch them in action AGAIN. but too bad my fav player, Peres de Oliveira was suspended 4 this clash .. but nvm, 1 out, there were stil many others 2 cheer for. I have big bro, lil bro and a friend too in de team. :-)

I'm nt going to talk much bout this match coz I'm damn tired after a tiring day. I need 2 relax my brain after sitting for exam paper.

final score was 4-1.

HomeU goals were frm Shahril Ishak (2), Indra Shahdan and Farhan Farook.

I was sooo delighted to see de latter finally broke de duck. it was his 1st goal of de season in HomeU colour. I'm sure his confidence has been lifted up after scoring this much awaited goal. keep it up, Farhan! he must be feeling great esp after scoring his 1st goal, not in de local league BUT in AFC CUP.

de match was much livelier in de 2nd half with lots of actions but de 2 keepers caught my attention with their gr8 peformance. doing so many saves and blocking too.

Farhan would score 2-goals if not bcoz of de keeper awareness.

overall, well done protectors.

nx game will b on saturday at de Bishan stdm, against de fallen giant of Tampines Rovers' Stags. may victory will b w de protectors.

will update soon! :-)