I.D.K

seriously, panas tidak sampai ke petang, rain appeared in de noon ;) hehe, nah its nt bout me and Luke but its about de man who some sort just come in my life and had made so many unxpected happenings. he is not to be blamed fully though coz I'm de one who dared myself to play with fire. so I told myself, bear with it after u started it. it is painful, people. once again, I feel so lucky to have Luke as my partner and he has been a very understanding man all dis while.

dat guy i was talking about is a footballer. I know I know, I have been saying repeatedly that I'd enough of sportsmen but at times, it is so hard 2 resist ok!
we started off as a fren, from net to de stadium and so on. he is an affectionate man, sweet and all watever related :) I found it hard to spot his negative side and at certain point, i did realised i shudnt do it as i'm attached but nobody is perfect kan, my heart conquered my brain.
i'm nt sure if did fall for him but for sure no longer for now, i'd always 'craved' for him all day long (nites as well). he showered me with his concerns, sweet words, etc.
but whats happening now is vice versa, he is so weird nowadays. opposite of what he used to be. its ok if he wanna back-off coz our initial intention is to become frens and not more but we'd crossed de 'illegal line'.
i'm a lil dissapointed actually coz we didnt have any argument or misunderstanding that can lead to dis kind of situation but what can I do if he prefers to shut his mouth.
and confusion strucked when at times, he did approached me and asked bout my well-beings and so on. pelik kan? but SERIOUSLY, if he is trying to take me like a doll, he got de wrong person. I'm nt foolish like some of his other GFs yg cair tgk muka dia and willing to give all :)

its ok dude if u think our frenship must stop here, but I do appreciate all de gd memoirs we shared together. and soon, we gonna be miles apart, but memoirs live forever in my heart. u have been among de best gifts God has ever gave me.
its better to talk it straight rather than keeping quiet, I dislike that.

BTW, my bestie Luthfie teased me "kau dah attract few foreign players in de league, baik ah kau" .. mcm siak je bestie aku sorang ni.
his words might be true but in all those foreign players, dont ever put hope on them coz they may leave in just another day. get what i mean? :)
dat 'old man' in de lions' den and his gang were de most sincere ones I ever known (minus de DPMM boys ya coz they are gd people).

thats all for now, back soon!