Expo-Ism

my saturday was well-spent. whatever related to shopping will be an interesting stuff :) dis time round, I spent my saturday at Spore Expo. there were Popular bookshop sale, John Little sale and food fair! well, my companions were as usual, mama n lil prof! expo was damn crowded as Harvey Norman electrical sale also took place at de foyer. so biasela, kene tolak2, de wiser ones will get out of de crowds faster.

1st stop was Popular, as usual of coz I would be bz lookin for suitable ass.books for prof. I need to go thru it carefully coz I cant buy those too challenging books for him as he is not de special 1. so I need to be careful with de books, it must suit him well. himself with mama were at de stationery department, haha, their fav spot! I joined them aft getting de necessary books. prof saw Ben10 mechandise and he is a big fan of it. he stopped there quite long and browsed de stuffs so as usual, myself de ever cepat kesiankan org esp that lil boy, let him chose few items. and I willingly boight him a ben10 t-shirt as a reward for makin some improvement in his exams while for himself, he chose de walet and pencil case. he was 1 happy boy. then we continued with our rounding and I grabbed few cheap books (motivational/inspirational).

next we visited de food fair. de crowds were de worst 1. too crowded and packed! I knw prof was nt comfortable with it and started 2 feel uneasy but he remained quiet, takot kene marah agaknye! :) we managed to grab some quick bites and bought some foods and drinks to bring home. didnt get 2 xplore much coz there were too many people and it made me feelin so giddy and my leg was already aching.

last stop was John Little, dah tak brape larat actually so I didny pay much attention there. mama knew bout it and she advised me 2 wait outside but i insisted of following. mama pon da tak sanggup actually so she didnt round much, jalan2 secara mata kasar je. bought bedlinen, pillow case, new pillow (YAY!!!) and some clothes for dat lil boy.

cabbed back home, da tak larat nak naik bus or mrt. stopped a while at de Kopitiam near my place and we bought packed meals for dinner.

till here thn, back again soon!

Champs Lge FINALE

there is no other best way to start a day, esp when ManU taste a defeat. and now, I'm so fresh early in de morning, all bcoz of their defeat in de Champ League finale. i just hate ManU lots la, just like how I hate SAF.
they are to cocky and they feel that they have control over everythg. so de best thing to shut them up is to make them suffer a defeat. and it happened, just! so they'll feel that at times hujan turun tanpa guruh/petir. just be prepared! kan bila da kene mcm kene smack on de a-s-s :)
ok I knw and fully aware that de ManU fans dgn cepatnye will pop-out with their 1 n only quest yg dah basi tu, "at least we won other trophy but Liverpool, nothing!". haha, silly! we are talking bout ur team so there is no need 2 drag unnecessary ones inside de story ;)

I sacrificed my sleep just to see if my hope will be fulfilled, and I'm glad that it is. so my sacrifice is worthful and now, what else, time to get back to dreamland. its de payback time!

will be back soon, readers!

When 'IT' strucked again ...

i already missed de stags-rams match on monday so I've decided that i MUST go to de thursday match between de rams and dpmm. it is a must! coz I wanna see HIM playing in his last few games here as he told me that he wanna lve de club. no name mentioned but those who r close to me will know who I am talking bout.

here come de BIG BUT, earlier tooday I'd my routine workshop at CCK so I already planned that I will go to de stdm directly from there as de match will be played at wdlands stdm but few mins before de class ended, my toothache ONCE AGAIN CAME BACK AND ATTACKED ME. it has been long since I was strucked with a major attack so I was in deep shock, de pain was unbearable! I cudnt control myself and I was in sweats.
I called mama and she asked me to get back home a.s.a.p by taxi. i didnt beep my boyfie as he was having a meeting at that time. lucky me that taxi was easy to get but I"M FULLY ALERT OF DE HIGH FARES IT GONNA COST due to de peak-hrs charge and of coz de busy traffics. what to do, dah sakit kan! on my way home in de taxi, I started to think bout de match, I knw i wont get to watch it. it was a major dissapointmnet but I comforted myself that there is another time for sure, my health is more important.
once i reached home, i go mandi then took de meds and straight to bed. mama warned every1 in de house to kp quiet and Mama closed my room's door n light, she said I could have a better rest that way. I was touched by mama's care n concern though I realised I'm bein so stubborn for bein reluctant in seein de dentist. serbe me right :p I couldnt sleep though as de pain was too sharp, seriously, i never went thru dis bad! I cried all heart out, which made my mum n lil prof shocked. they stayed by my side and bout half hr later I felt better and slept.
now here I am, blogging, just woke up, feelin much better but mama said dun move n eat too much, better take more rest so de pain will heal completely.

so peeps, jgn takut/delay too see dentist. once it strucked, it'll turn u topsy turvy!
back again soon :)

Draggy Weekend

boring weekend. boyfie is not so well so he is a lil cranky. yeah I decided not to go out for a date which we usually did on fri/sat/sun. I want him to have more rest.

but out of sudden he beep me yesterday asking me if I wanna go out with him, he wanted to attend Spore 1st gay fest. well, why not kan? I know Islam is against it but secara realistik, they are still human beings, so I decided to follow boyfie to give those 'special peeps' supports. I have few gay frens and boyfie as well, has lots of! so basically we understand them and we respect them, they deserved some credits coz they dare to be themselves even in public. I dont blame de people who coudnt accept gay lifestyle but ni hak individu kan :)
haha I admit that I was a lil worried to go as u know, my boyfie is a metrosexual guy so there is a possibility dia nak kene 'tackle'. haha, he was madly laughing when i told him bout it.
after de fest, we went for dinner then headed back home. he was still unwell and feeling drowsy.

my sunday was spent a lil much better. today is old-flame's birthday. haha, happy 29th Henry Hammadi El-Hakim Bin Hatim El-Hakim, or is affectionately known as double-H :) so me, boyfie and our gang made few surprises for him and we were so glad that he was able to get a flight back here from Jakarta. he is based there so some times its nt easy to meet him as at certain point, he needed to cancel plan as there was no flight, last mins meeting with clients and so on. but alhamdulillah, he made it on his born day!
makan perkara utama, at Mad Jack. then we went for karaoke, ntah eh, suddenly our gang jadi mcm karaoke-adict pulak. so biasela, during de karaoke session, mcm2 others mini surprises took place. yg penting, birthday boy enjoyed it! he was in tears at a part as he was so touched by our deeds esp mine, he never thought that me n him will still be dis gd even after our break-up. well Hen, to think back de frenship we built before we got hooked, I wont throw u away just like that. u'll always be my gd fren. I dont deny that u could be de pain in my a-s-s at a point but u always be my sunshine whnver I'm having probs/crisis. I should thank u too for still acknowledging me as ur gd fren/buddy.

I wanna have some rest, I just got home actually bout 2-hrs ago.
so wait for my next post ya!

CCK-ing

yeah semester break has arrived but I have a new routine to be done twice a week, of all places it takes place in CCK. yeah, sikit punye dekat kan!
it is part of de module for my language & lit course where in dis workshop, I need to be de mentor for a group of students (P5 & 6) who take Higher Malay in sch whre they'll learn many fun n creative way in order to perform better in mother tongue. I'll also give them some sort like supp class during de sch hols. susah nak explain bout de program but it is roughly sthg like that la :)

de journey is 'AWESOME', haha, esp de return journey as it is during de bz hours where everyone is returning from workplace. duhhh, MRT is cramped while bus, slightly better as long as u r willing to face de heavy traffic. well, hopefully my patience will be at it's best whenevr I face dis kind of situation coz I get pissed off easily usually.
my dumbness struckes when i took 67 from CCK to Tampines on de very 1st day of de workshop. kononnya nak avoid de crowds but at de end, i feel like knocking my head on de bus window! it took 2-hrs sey and OMG, my butt was like saying "tolong, aku da tak tahan duduk ni" and to make it worse, de jouney was draggy esp along de little india area. sungguh serik n menyesal, and for sure I not gonna repeat my foolish mistake ever again!

well, for de next few months, I'll make myself a regular at Lot-1 shopping mall every tues n thurs and my north-sider frens, feel free to date me hah! hehe perasan plak aku ni!

till here thn, back again soon!

Prof's Exam

that lil brat's exam has ended, I'm some sort relieved but still worrying bout how he gonna perform. it has never been easy when it comes to his study, he found it not as interesting as his games or playing materials. all my n mama's advices tk dipedulikan, but I finally accepted de fact that he is a late bloomer and no 1 is alike :) redha.

official result (report book) is nt out yet but he has brought home few of de papers which his teachers had already done with de markings and so far, all are far from impressive.
his malay language is average as well, only 60+ which I expected him to score 75 or above, well it is mother tongue peeps, de language we used everyday!
a slight relief for his Maths though, where he scored awesomely 70 marks. omg, it is an achievement ok! he has never pass all his Maths tests dis yr so dis 70 marks is a real huge booster and for him, he has made it. he told me n mama that we can be proud of him now, ohh so sweet. he'll get his rewards from me for sure! and he cant wait to tell his kor-kor bout it.
well, eng papers are not 'back' yet except for listening compre paper, a dissapointment as he scored 9/15 only, omg, I'm well alert that he is very weak in eng main paper so dis LC is de 1 which I expect him 2 score easily, ini budak banyak khayal la! so I;m keeping my finger crossed and really hope that he'll pass his eng overall, tak kisahla brape, asalkan pass!

well readers, wish him luck ya! he doesnt feel anythg, aku yg stress memanjang! boys will always be boys!

I'll be back soon...

Mama

Happy Mum's Day, Mama. I love u so much!
u are de best ever gift I could ever ask for. u are my everythg. I know I can be de pain in ass at times but trust me, my loves for u will never fade. it keeps growing as days passed.
I might not be de most filial nor perfect daughter but I'm trying my best to be de best for u. I know how much hopes u put on me, dun worry Mama, I never regard it as a burden but as a responsible to be fulfilled. I promise I will never dissapoint u, I will never add any more pains in ur life. my heart shattered upon thinking de heart-break u went thru esp de collapse of ur marriage with Baba and too see ur tears dropping hurt me even more. I realised that those tears (some) were caused by me but again, I didnt do purposely. at times, i didnt even realised I already hurt ur feelings.
I promise, I will never neglect u and I'll take care of u as long as I live :)
MAMA, U ARE MY GREATEST LOVE :)

well, saturday evening was spent with Mama, Lil prof, Luke and his mum. we had a mini mum's day celebration for both mums at Eatzi@eastpoint. I'm so happy to see de mums happy. it just a lil token if to be compared with all de deeds they'd done for us.

I.D.K

seriously, panas tidak sampai ke petang, rain appeared in de noon ;) hehe, nah its nt bout me and Luke but its about de man who some sort just come in my life and had made so many unxpected happenings. he is not to be blamed fully though coz I'm de one who dared myself to play with fire. so I told myself, bear with it after u started it. it is painful, people. once again, I feel so lucky to have Luke as my partner and he has been a very understanding man all dis while.

dat guy i was talking about is a footballer. I know I know, I have been saying repeatedly that I'd enough of sportsmen but at times, it is so hard 2 resist ok!
we started off as a fren, from net to de stadium and so on. he is an affectionate man, sweet and all watever related :) I found it hard to spot his negative side and at certain point, i did realised i shudnt do it as i'm attached but nobody is perfect kan, my heart conquered my brain.
i'm nt sure if did fall for him but for sure no longer for now, i'd always 'craved' for him all day long (nites as well). he showered me with his concerns, sweet words, etc.
but whats happening now is vice versa, he is so weird nowadays. opposite of what he used to be. its ok if he wanna back-off coz our initial intention is to become frens and not more but we'd crossed de 'illegal line'.
i'm a lil dissapointed actually coz we didnt have any argument or misunderstanding that can lead to dis kind of situation but what can I do if he prefers to shut his mouth.
and confusion strucked when at times, he did approached me and asked bout my well-beings and so on. pelik kan? but SERIOUSLY, if he is trying to take me like a doll, he got de wrong person. I'm nt foolish like some of his other GFs yg cair tgk muka dia and willing to give all :)

its ok dude if u think our frenship must stop here, but I do appreciate all de gd memoirs we shared together. and soon, we gonna be miles apart, but memoirs live forever in my heart. u have been among de best gifts God has ever gave me.
its better to talk it straight rather than keeping quiet, I dislike that.

BTW, my bestie Luthfie teased me "kau dah attract few foreign players in de league, baik ah kau" .. mcm siak je bestie aku sorang ni.
his words might be true but in all those foreign players, dont ever put hope on them coz they may leave in just another day. get what i mean? :)
dat 'old man' in de lions' den and his gang were de most sincere ones I ever known (minus de DPMM boys ya coz they are gd people).

thats all for now, back soon!

weekend

weekend is about to end in few hrs time. and I must say mine was an eventful n funfilled ones.
checked-out frm OCC on saturday noon to be with beloved family again after anight away from them to be with mr.boyfie.
so sat n sun were spent with family, futhermore boyfie is sick! started with toothache (da berjangkit kan dari aku) then followed by flu, expected! so rest more dear, may u recover soon ok!

a brief review of my activities over de weekend.
saturday was spent at Spore expo for de john little sale which drove me n mama crazy. as always, we planned not to buy much and only look for de necessary ones. haha, bila sampai sana, semua lupe and we ended up shopping like nobody care! my legs were already aching seh but shopping punye pasal, jalan terus! :P
then cabbed down to eastpoint and yeah, de anugerag audition was on! we had our dinner at banquet, haha, dah lapar giler seh! lepas tu watched de auditions for a while as it was about to end too.. hmm, mcm2 ragam n karenag u cud see during de audition!
sunday was supposed to be spent at Tamp stdm for de spore cup match against sengkang! but me n mama had dis sudden love for de audition! esp upon knowing few frens are in it! we headed to eastpoint once again and yeah, de crowds were bigger! too our own-made break to have dinner at KFC and then came de unexpected moments which turned out to be so memorable one.
nowadays I have de habit of bringing my camera whnver I go so tadi was de same la, aft de audition, I spotted Imran Ajmain (invited judge for de audition); de local singer whom I admire a lot, esp for his sincerity and work rates! i approached him, oh well peeps, he is soft-spoken la! cair gue ... so me n mama took turns to take pic with him. I'm sure he was already damn xhausted after a whole day there but still, de smile on his face, sungguh ikhlas! mama was amused to see de man face2face for de 1st time! we took pics with our fav Dj FIza-O, she is frenly, bebual mcm da lama kenal kan! and of course, de man who asked us 2 wait for him salin baju, Fauzie Laily, mama's fav in Anugerah'05, OMG, ini pakcik sungguh lembap salin baju! another pleasant guy :) so sweet banget la kamu!

btw, stags won their match, 1-0. goal was scored by captain marvel, Fariq! hehe, power la u! so they are thru 2 de next round .....

dats all for now, I'm already tired after de 'active' weekend!
wait for my nx posts ...

Geylang-SAF

i am currently in OCC now, taking a rest from de chaotic city to enjoy de green scenery here, peaceful!
well, i did managed to spend some time out of here with mama n lil prof to catch bro.smiley in action. it was de spore cup match between geylang eagles n saf warriors :) it is de labour day holiday so i decided to bring lil prof as he has been begging me to let him meet his kor-kor, well, so dis is de best time and hope it'll some sort 'motivate' him to do well for his exams next week. futhermore it was played at bedok.
reached stadium super duper early at 6pm, bro.smiley asked me 2 wait for him at that time to pass de tixs. well, biasela, dia punye janji tak pernah betol, he only 'popped out' along with his teammates almost 20-mins later, reason accepted, they had meeting.
so de very 1st moment he appeared, lil prof dah ghairah semcm! mcm jumpe mataair plak kan! de wide smile on his face told everythg, and bro.smiley is a pleasant bro, no denial!
since there was still lots of times, we decided to makan at mukmin; 1 of my fav eating place!

another surprises which was well-kept by dis man was, he started de game! padahal tadi dia blang he would be on de bench! grrrrrr! a pleasant surprise though!
de eagkes started de match very well and they were rewarded with a goal from youngster Yasir Hanapi, who had caught my attn id few matches with his excellent performances. bright future ahead, as long as jgn lupe diri, berpijak di bumi yg nyata ye :)
2nd ggoal was from Thaha (betol kan? mcm terlupe pulak), another well-deserved goal.
SAF was awarded a penalty which I felt that foul didnt warrant 1, and haha, it didnt go in. Chaiman Chaiman, Cheymeh kot? :P but he redeemed himself nt long after with a goal, which was more like a consolation for de saf boys!
final score, 2-1 to geylang so they'll proceed to de next round! and guess whattt? SAF which is de DEFENDING CHAMP is OUT of de tourney in de very 1st round, ALHAMDULILLAH!
Bro.smiley had a decent outing but he needs to improve on his shootings morre and another thing is, hold de ball stronger k! cheyyy, mcm mana nye expert je aku ni!

didnt wait long aft de match 2 go home coz I need to return to OCC aft sending mama n prof home, BUT, dis lil boy, as usual, cud b a very irritating lil monster! je caled out bro.smiley's name for few times but de man didnt hear it, cudnt blame de latter as de surrounding was so noisy n chaotic sey, then he started 2 cry! bende ni happened before during pre-season frenly! it really made me bingit to de max!
while waiting for de cab, bro.smiley passed by to return home which is so near to de stdm, jalan kaki je! de man waved at his lil man, and yeah, de lil one was smiling widely all again! aduhhh, pening kpale aku!

ya dats all for now! i wanna rest as my head has started spinning ...
will be back soon!!!!