Monday, February 9, 2009

Piling-Up :(

school just re-opened for about a month but de works have been piling up on my study desk :(
gosh, it has been like 1 full semester of schooling to be 'rewarded' with dis amount of werks. well, I'm nt complaining but just expressing my thots, haha.
seriously I have no room for slacking or .... ;)
3rd yr is approaching (I'm in my final term for 2nd yr now) and I realised things r gettin harder as days passed. I fully agreed that its nt easy 2 b easy.
taking up psychology (core) is nt a simple issue. there r lots of areas to b covered. I almost gave up last yr but I knocked some sense into myself, reminding myself that dis i wat I wanna be. dis is what I chose on my own. no forcing frm any1 even my own Mama. I'm determined to succeed even better frm my prev semesters and I want to de best as to make Mama proud of me; her only daughter.
I promised her that I'l provide a proper n better life for her thn what dad had given her be4.
I dun mind working a lil harder, sacrificing my leisure times for assingments, tutorials, etc.
Mama had done so much for me and I feel de need to re-pay her (though I knw I'm nt able to do it fuly) and i want her 2 b happy.
I want her to prove to those 'sick' people out there that a single mom like her can lead a happy life wif only her kids arnd and strictly NO HUSBAND.

seriously, with my class schedule, couple up with my sch werks and de coming practicum, I need to sacrifice a lot ;)
lesser time for football, lepak with besties and even time with boyfie. my schedule is against boyfie's. but alhamdulillah, we managed to overcome de tight schedule and find slots to spend some time together.

on de other note, me & boyfie are back to normal though there still some 'works' to be done. I realised we need to compromised, dats important!
me de bossy girlfriend while him de always give-in boyfie.
haha :)

till here thn, be back soon.
take care all.

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