*SIGH*

what i hate most in a relationshp is when my partner hide some things/facts which are important for us to share & well-informed. and what make it more painful when I found out from other source and nt frm de man himself. its nt that I'm cruel or un-forgiving, it just that I want him to know that he cant mess easily with me. he is a strict disciplinarian so am I.

I really look serious in sincerity bcoz since I was a lil kid, Mama & Papa taught me de value of honesty and it is de best policy.

I fully admit that de truth is yet to be known. de actual story is yet to be revealed. I stil wanna hear from his own mouth, though I'm sure it gonna be painful but I'm willing & prepared 2 accept it coz its better to knw de truth.

de man himself is prepared too to tell frm A-Z to me but why must it be now? not long time ago when we just started dating. I can accept u, no matter what as I firmly believe that everybody deserve a 2nd chance and no 1 is perfect. enough when he is near perfect in my eyes. yesterday is ur history and I have no right to interfere but it will be v much better if u tell me.

I love u, LH. I love u so much. ur presence has changed a lots & u'd done a lots as well. ur determination, sacrifices & willingness are incomparable.

I'm hurt now, and angry. I prefer to cool myself down, all by myself. I dont want any interruption.

dont worry love, I'm nt goin to make a harsh decision coz never once u create any probs since de 1st day we met. u deserve another chance but I hope u'll appreciate it.

for de meantime, let me have my own time.

with God's will, everythg will be fine soon.

may Allah guide us in dis matter.

" de most precious things in speech are pauses "